I'm 22 today!! Yay!^^,,

Thanx to all of my family,friends,tak kira kawan baik,teman rapat,teman sepipit,teman serumah,teman sebilik dan yang special,,Terima kasih wahai kawan-kawanku~~

hehe^^,,

Thanx so much coz you all remembering me yet my birthday,,Even without a surprise present,a gift or cards,there's a special thing in here when you even remember me and my birthday,,

And saying those words,

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

means much more than you can ever imagine,,

Thank you once again~~

Do you know how I miss you??

It's not about a lover story but it is still a love story,,

It's hard to even say I do not have a person whom people used to call,,

"FATHER"

That person,I used to call PAPA,,he wasn't there anymore for me and my family,,My mama,even sadder than me,,She's quite funny,joking and smiles around on the outside,but inside?I know she wasn't like that,,

Ma,

If I'm not in this world anymore,I would just say 3 words regards on you,,

SUPERB + LOVE YOU,,

you are the superb mum I ever have ma! I never think of anyone else's mothers coz I know I have one too and I see that I have the goddess of mine,,

But PA,did you know?And did you see me??

I always wondering when we will meet each other again coz I really miss you badly,,

T____T

I even wondering,when will I die to see you soon??
You must be devastated  to hear me saying like that PA,,But I really miss you,,

Miss to see your funny expressions,,

Miss to see you jokes with MA

Miss to see you face with that glasses

Miss to see you smile

Miss to hear your voice

And how I really miss you calling my name. . . .

I'm sorry PA,I was really bad at it,,The way you taught me and the way you test me on something,I'm never gonna make it and do so,,I was different right?VERY MUCH DIFFERENT than you and even friends thought of it,,I am PA,I am. . . 

I'm going to reach 22 soon,,2 years gone without you beside me,calling me even you are on meetings and on aboard,,You even gave me cute cards that you only sign your initials there^^,,And even money coins as you want to tease me,,Also,you said that you won't buy me anything but in the end you brought a cake after your working hours and said,,

"Kawan papa yang bagi tuh,tapi xd sape nak makan,jadi wat balik laa..."

You deny it yet when I opened that case,it wrote,

"Happy _ _ birthday to  _ _ _ _, May your wish come true"

You even make a little surprised party with snacks and took some photos,,I think that you had gone too far by click that camera again and again,,It's not only for my birthday,but others as well,,You just snap all the time with your phone yet you just said,

"These are the invaluable moments that you can't even snap it with your mind for such seconds. . .The moments you lost it,that will be the moment you'll cries a lot coz it won't bring to you and your mind anymore. . .  "

But when you're not there anymore,you were right PA,,Those invaluable moments especially with you is the best I could ever had in my life,,

Thanks for everything PA,thanks!

>(-,-)<

Test dan 1001 rasa

Esok ada test CB dan yang pastinya saya berdebar,,Berdebar nak jawab test kot,,huhu,,

Pape pun,INSYA-ALLAH,I will do my very best,,Doa dari family espcially mama dan kawan-kawan dah cukup untuk saya buat sesuatu dengan lancar,,

Tak sabar nak habiskan test esok tu,baru senang nak buat kerja/assignments especially HRM,,Penat setelah banyak kali otak ne dikerah dan diperah,,~ ~

^_____T

test yang sangat mengujakan

Memang sangat berdebar dan harapnya dapat buat dengan sempurna,,

Test berderet sekali dengan assignment,,Buat kengkawan yang ada test tu,goodluck and all the best!!

Salahkah saya meminati sesuatu??

Ini pulak kes yang saya rasa tak lah berat manapun,cuma just nak luahkan jela,,

Saya tahu and my friends around me know me well yang saya meminati 'bahan-bahan' luar dari Malaysia ni especially KOREA,JEPUN and CHINA

I'm not saying as "THINGS" but yang saya minat adalah music and arts also their culture,,Saya tahu tak semua kawan saya 'gila-gila' macam saya dan minat benda yang sama macam saya,,NO! I never even thought of it laa,,

Saya bukanlah jenis yang pada tahap or level yang gila sampai semua benda dan artis yang saya minat semuanya saya nak dan saya suka,,

Dan saya takde lah sampai gila sangat sampai tak tahu SOLAT 5 WAKTU bila sampai masa sebab tengok benda yang saya minat tu,,

Dan foremost is,saya tak ada nak tukar bahasa bila bercakap dengan orang even dengan kawan baik saya mahupun family saya sendiri,,

Dan saya sendiri tak pernah nak kutuk-kutuk and mengata-ngata pada orang yang tak minat benda yang sama dengan saya minat,,

Bagi sayalah,ini my opinion,saya rasa tak perlu nak kutuk-kutuk lebih sangat pada yang minatya macam saya ni,,Saya sendiri tak pernah kutuk anda yang tak minat dan kenapa anda boleh pulak buat macam tu pada saya dan orang yang minat macam saya minat ni??

Tak perlu letak dalam blog or facebook macam. . .

"Siapa XXX ni??Produk buatan mana ni??"

or,

"Aku tak suka KOREA macam kau minat,so pegi BLAH laa"

or,

"Bodohnye la sebab minat benda yang takkan pernah muncul depan mata pun,,XXX pun takkan jadiknye BF/GF ko tu. . . "

or even

"I don't speak XXX like you do,,What's about it??NOTHING k??"

Saya tak kisahlah diorang nak luah perasaan sebab tension pada orang yang minat kat benda-benda yang dia sendiri tak minat,,Sebab saya sendiri tak kisah orang nak kata apa kat saya pasal benda yang saya minat,,Yang pastinya,saya tak kacau hidup orang dan saya sendiri tak cari pasal/cari gaduh dulu dalam hal macam ni,,

Kenapa perlu bersuara sedangkan orang itu sendiri tak pernah bercerita pada anda dan kenapa perlunya nada sindiran or menjengkelkan itu sedangkan anda sendiri yang cari pasal dengan bertanya dulu,,

Semua orang tak sama k??Semua orang ada minat masing-masing,,Biarlah kita hidup dengan penuh IKHLAS,tak perlu nak mengata/meng'anjing' dekat orang yang minatnya tak sama dengan kita,,

No need to show that,,Just show what you are,kan itu lebih menarik for our inner inside and tak ada la hipokrit depan orang,,

ALLAH S.W.T. cipta manusia dengan pelbagai jenis perwatakan dalam pelbagai acuan,,Ada masam,masin,manis,pahit dan segala rasa pada seorang manusia,,Kalau kita nak hidup bawah satu bumbung yang sama yakni dalam golongan ISLAM/MUKMIN yang bersatu dan bersama tu,kita mestilah accept orang lain jugak,,Jangan accept kita,DIRI kita je sebab tak bawa ke mana-mana pun,,

*Siapa yang baca dan siapa yang terasa,harap maaf dan harap maklum,ini adalah blog 'pelepasan harian' saya,TQ*

Tak reti guna ke???

Post kali ini tentang seorang budak yang meminjam buku saya dan tak reti nak menggunanya dengan cara yang betul,,Yang buat saya lagi geram itu adalah kerana dahlah pinjam buku saya,tak bagi balik sampailah saya sendiri yang mintak,,

Helo!

Awak ingat tak buku tu awak ambil dari siape??

Bukan awak punya pun,,If dah tahu nak pinjam barang orang tu,tolonglah 'BIJAKKAN' dan 'PANDAIKAN' diri awak tu untuk menjaga sebaik mungkin,,

Ini tidak,dah lah nak pakai lama,pembalut buku saya tu sampai koyak rabak pun bukan nak di balut,,Kalau tak nak habis duit dengan balut semua pun,at least "PANDAIKAN" lah diri awak tu untuk letak pelekat kat bahagian tepi setiap buku tu,,

Awak bukan tak tahu saya jaga buku macam mana and saya sendiri dah bagi tahu,kalau dah nampak carik sikit tolong letak pelekat,,Huish,awak ni memang susah nak paham laa,,Dah la tu,bila saya dapat buku tu,saya sendiri tak boleh nak baca sebab banyak contengan 'mimpi-mimpi indah' awak ditambah pulak koyak rabak,,

Dah tu bukan nak SAY SORRY ke apa,time saya mintak tu boleh pulak awak cakap lebih kurang macam ni,

"Ambiklah,memang menyemak je pun buku ni sebab berat sangat. . ."

Once again,HELO!

It's not yours pun,and I'm not saying it's your fault atas 'kecelakaan' yang menimpa buku saya itu sebab it is my own guilt because I gave you that precious book of mine,OK??

Entah lah awak,kalau awak terasa,nak buat macam mana dah,memang salah awaklah sebab siapa suruh baca post saya ni??

Download Week

Minggu ini sahaja saya dah men'download' banyak benda,,

Apakah itu??

Adalah,my secret,,

Nasib baik dah habis sebab link after tu je dah tak ada sekarang ni,,Tambah-tambah lagi port nak mendownload itu sudah disekat sekarang ini,Kes apa pun tidak pasti,,

Yang pastinya saya dah habis download 'benda' itu!!!

Yay! ! ! ~ ~ ~ 

^_____^

Busiest Week

Yeap,it is the busiest week for me and my course mates here^^,,

Busy with~ ~ ~

1)Assignment

It's for sure,no one can escape it unless you're not a student

2)Quizzes

Some lecturers just skip it to test

(Lagi horrible ne. . . )

3)Test

Mendokong our 50%-60% carrymarks to final sebab final only 40%-50% only

4)Group Projects

Terrible,3 of them,none are well-prepared to make a research

5)Dramas

Mandarin drama is incomplete coz we're not start at all,also the "Friends' Drama" of not doing assignments especially group project,,Buat yang terasa,memang anda lah tuh~ ~ ~

6)Modul

Yeap,unfinished again because of the internal probs

7)No weekend holidays

Exact,sure and precisely,

NO TIME AT ALL

>> THE END <<

Blog Kena Malware??

Uis,dasat,dasat~ ~ ~

Oleh kerana seseorang punya blog,saya punya blog jadik makin slow sebab kena malware dari blog dia,,Walhal dia tak tahu pun blog dia yang ada masalah,,

Bukan saya seorang saja yang kena tau?Semua follower dia dan yang dia follow orang terkena

"panahan cintan Mat Alware ituh"

Tak kesahlah,janji saya sendiri yang selamat,hoho^^~ ~ ~

Story mory dari rumah - ep 3?? - grand finale

For the grand finale of my story mory dari rumah is not a huge event or somewhat but an episode of me going back to my place leaving mama and big sis in that house
T_____T



Before that,I played with my extra-humpty-dumpty-chubby niece,,She's only 16 months but gosh!,she is 20 kilo's now!!!~ ~ ~ You are so damn cute but you are so so berat la my dear niece~ ~ 


Tapi tak apalah,mainlah dengan dia tu,,Then,tiba-tiba aje dia pegang tangan saya dan duduk kat tepi tangga dengan her mum punya tudung,,Bertuah punya budak!! Nak suruh saya ambik gambar dengan posing dia yang sengaja gitu~ ~ ~Huish,cerdik betol bebudak skunk ne,,

>> Gambo buat poskad <<

>> Ceh,angkat jek mana-mana hp yang ada cam,for sure posing abes <<

Then before balik tuh,ada la pakcik ni bagi 'something' untuk buat acar and gulai katanya,,

Well,I asked my mum what it is then dia jawab,

"How can you be in-laws of someone else nanti bila umbut kelapa pun tarak kenal??"

Ooopsy~ ~ ~Nampak gayanya,kena tangguh lagi soal 'wedding in FU-TU-RA' tuh sebab banyak lagi yang saya belum tahu,,hehehe

Sorry^^,,

>> Malu I tau sebab tak kenal ini <<

Story mory dari rumah - ep 2??

This one is about,me?,,Of course,if it is my blog,why don't I have my own story??

(ngengade time ini. . . )

Oklah,continue,I'm done shopping with my sister yesterday (that day,on Sunday),then I bought some fresh Australia salads (red and green) and also,some 고기(Meat!~~)

Yummy~ ~ ~

Then the next day,I cooked those meat without oil - eventually grill it; 

Like Korean mostly do and eat,I pick up a salad and a piece of meat (damn,it was sOoO gooOoOd!~~) and before that,those piece of meat; I dip it into 초장 (chojang*carik s'dr*)

Wow! I like to try it again~ ~ ~

Here are some pictures of it but,no 초장 coz I took these photos last minute after I finished most of it~ ~ ~

>> Nice!!~ ~ ~ <<

Story mory dari rumah - ep 1??

Salam + ahnyeong^^,,

^______^

Alhamdulillah,I'm getting better now,thanks pada yang bertanya tuh~ ~ ~Korang la sahabat yang the besh la di dOnia ini,waduh,cenggitu sekali!~ ~ ~

Ok,berbalik pada cerita asal,actually when I was home,I was really sick (not gonna tell about this),my house keep 'noisy' with the clutch sounds,the drilling and others,,

First of all,I would like to congratulate to my dear sister coz dah dapat bilik baru anda,,Poor her,she got her own room at the age of 16,,Moreover,no one to celebrate or something,but if Papa was around,yeah,she will smiling bigger and proud to what had happened,,Na,don't worry lil' sis,you just keep remembering this,

"YOU'RE NOT ALONE"

These are some of the pictures I've taken after 2 days that 'pakcik-pakcik' finishing your room sis~ ~ ~

>> Your 'new' door that you'll be facing after this and on <<

>> That computer will be used as your study table <<

>> That balcony will be your biggy window <<

>> A slight of snap before entering the room <<

>> You gonna put your bed there,right??Dun put it on other part coz it looks more cozy <<

Rumahku Syurgaku. . .

Salam + Ahnyeong^^,,

I think I've had already said it before,,

"RUMAHKU,SYURGAKU"

Once or twice or maybe more,it doesn't even matter,what matters more is,I'm finally home!~~

Eventhough mama was not around,but she'll be back soon,hopefully coz i miss my mum selain dia,,hehe

Berbalik kepada cerita asal,tujuan asal balik rumah ni is not a holiday pun,,Cuma ambil kesempatan because upcoming Sunday adalah coti untuk saya dan kengkawan saya,,huhu,,All lecturers are busy because of the meeting from morning until,well,habis laa,,

alang-alang dah hari Ahad tu takde kelas and Selasa pulak cuti Maulidur Rasul,saya terus la buat mc untuk Isnin tu,,hehehe,maleh la nak balik awal,,Apatah lagi,sakit saya masih belum terubat lagi even dah masuk 4 weeks sebab tak cukup tidur buat keje kot!~ ~ ~

Tak kisahlah,janji saya boleh balik rumah,that's the end of my story,anda pula bagaimana?Ada cuti ker??keh3,,

Icy Cooly Bean curd

I went to Rasamas with Hun and Niena for our supper,,As you will say,Rasamas is about AYAM a.k.a CHICKEN,,What else you need when you reach there when the wholly AYAMAS CHICKEN is really 

yum. . .yum. . .

I'm not gonna talk about it,but when I soon reached home,I took my bean curd that I bought it yesterday,,You know where I put it??

In the FRIDGE!!~ ~ ~

Surely it turns out like this

really cold and icy inside yet,best~ ~ 

Wanna try it too??Make it your own,,Not make those bean curds,but buy it then put in fridge only for a day~ ~ ~

Do,Think,Imagine,Read whatever you will~ ~ ~

Kali ni takdelah nak post pape,just nak post kat sini,,Hmm,someone 'spying' me again??

OH NoOOo!!

To that person or sesiapa sahaja yang terasa dengan post ini,memang awak la yang saya cakapkan tuh!

Aha!

You do it again and again and you know what??I know you never stop,,Sebab orang yang tahu MALU and SEDAR DIRI je tahu nak stop,,

Oh ya,don't forget to printscreen this and put it on your blog and don't ever forget to tell your friends to read your blog about me,THE EVIL to you,,

Once you're out,you think you gonna make it??Hahaha. . . .NEVER~ ~ ~

Saya takkan ada perasaan apa-apa dah laa,,Whenever or whatever you may do,it doesn't even reach out my head to THINK or even to EVEN KNOW who you really are coz you are THE SAME,,

LOL^^,,

Do you think I will think of you and even getting mad because you do something I really hate of??Coz I know,YOU NEVER STOP doing so,,Doing what??Doing crazy things like when I like it,you're more INTERESTED and when I'm getting hate and annoyed by you,YOU ARE MORE DESPERATELY LIKE me??Even I have beau or getting married and have children,YOU WILL STAY THE SAME,fool,like now you do

hahaha,,Nvm,continue with your heartbroken-fantasy-all-about-me coz I dun mind at all,,You know what,till the DEATH comes,I will still gonna say,

I DON'T BOTHER AND I DO NOT KNOW YOU at all,,

P/S: I don't mind you imagine me of anything you will,coz I AM NOT REALLY YOURS,,I belong TO ALLAH S.W.T. and to my special ones only~ ~ ~

** It's getting almost there. . . NoOOoO!~~ **

It's almost the time. . . 

What time??

It's time to sing a lullaby song with happy muffin cake and soda

or,

Time to sleep and getting wholly body poured with baking powder/flour and eggs upon me

or maybe,

Almost the time to pray with a huge smile inside coz I know when I open my eyes,there's a Baskin Robbin's ice cream cake in front of me~ ~ ~

or also,

Time to listen to my best KPOP and JPOP celebs singing their own songs in acapella version and ending with giving me mp3 of they sing it like a "anniversary-on-each-year" songs

or,

I got a bowl of 미역국 a.k.a  Seaweed soup with variety of fruits on ice cream cake

What do you all think??

If you get it right,that mean you remember it well~ ~ ~

== Still the same ==

You guys might asking,

"What is the still the same??" or maybe,

"Heh?Tak berubah lagi ke budak ni??"

Huhu,itu semua tidak benar sama sekali,,Saya memang tak berubah dari dulu lagi,masih saya seperti dulu tapi yang berubahnya hanyalah umur dan jangka hayatku ini,,hoho~~

Banyak son-geh betul!~ ~

What is really about is about my blog,I still put the background of my blog to the same old-new look,,Well the old-lamy-taste is still inside me!~ ~

ᄏᄏᄏ~ ~

Kalau ada yang mengata tu,

Hello,you shape nak kata-kata kat I punya belog??I punye shuke laa,you jaga belog and diri you jela dari duk mencari and mengkata-kata kat belog oghang~ ~ ~

Hurm,not to undedicated to 'some' person yang terasa ituh! Saya open untuk tulis apa yang saya mahu,,hoho~~

Hari yang menyakitkan

Salam + Ahnyeong^^,,

I'm really sorry for my readers as well as friends who have been waiting for my post,,Huhu,,agak perasan di sini,,Takde la,it's been a while I didn't post anything on my bloggie here,,Kesian bloggie saya yang saya anggap my 3rd diary,,Why not 1st or 2nd??Well,there's more page I need to post lor~~

Banyak pulak nak merapunya,,

K,based on title above (ala-ala cikgu mengakar studentnya. . . .) Hari ini adalah hari menyakitkan a.k.a The Worst Pain Day which I suffered today,,

It's not a day of "HEART PAIN" or "something",just a day yang agak berbahaya with lately yang ramai sakit-sakit dengan demamnya,batuknya,selesemanya, dan tak terkecuali saya sekali,,Itu je pun,,hehe

Hari dengan bangun lewat after getting a 'big nap' after Subuh (macam biasa. . .) saya teruslah mandi dengan batuk yang tak berhenti-henti and my nostrils stuck!! 

미워!~~

Today is already awarded to 3 weeks saya sakit tekak sebab tonsil plus demam and selesema,,Thanks enchik-enchik sekalian kerana bagi saya suffered macam ni. . .

T____T