Saturday, October 30, 2010

October's Tragedy T___T


Today was a little bit sad when I was came back from my cousins' house,,Yesterday,me,my sis and mama went to hospital (sorry,a secret is still a secret) to see my uncle's condition,,He seems lost quite a weight because he didn't eat for about 3-4 days already,,He got diabetes ad high-blood but he the condition is rather upside down when he's finally got hold to Govern hospital because of low-blood pressure and heart disease detected,,

He's in hospital in late evening on Wednesday and last 2 days ago,he's in critical when he seems lost control but he backed up yesterday though he can't talk much,,I sincerely feel bad for him to suffer those kinds of synthetic instruments and yet,he's still breathing,,At 4.45 a.m. today,got news from my cousin,he's gone already,,


I've kept thinking about the 2 times in a row which my family have lost them,,

14 October 2008
Nik Zainab binti Nik Hussein - my granny
- She was in high-blood pressure,diabetes,got stroke and comma,but then survive for about 2 months,,She lost her legs though,,T___T

20 October 2009
Haji Ibrahim bin Ab.Rahman - My papa
- He's playing badminton,suddenly got a heart-attack and in all too sudden,without us knowing how he was at that time,,The more saddens us is,he's gone a month,precisely 30 days after Hari Raya Aidilfitri and his last birthday at 1st day of Raya,,T____T

30 October 2010
Wan Ali bin Wan Mustaffa
- He got a sudden low-blood pressure,in critical condition because of diabetes and also heart-attack in the end

These 3 are the tragedies that happens along 3 years ahead us,,Too tragic to know,to bad to see and moreover,to hard to believe,,But that is nature's of life and human beings,,As He has prove that Qada' and Qadar is in His hands of Almighty,,

It was terrible especially to my mama,,She is so amazing through my eyes and siblings,,She lost her own mother 2 years ago,husband last year and this year,her big bro,,She never show us (siblings) her own tears in front of us,,She's so strong that I've even felt even wind and thunder blows up to her,she's still there for us,,

Ma,I salute you very much ma!You are the only 1 ever know and justice amongst all,,You're so kind that I can't even see the black hole inside you,,
Whatever you may feel,I will always be there for you ma!,,

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Sunday, October 24, 2010

My Final Examination is So not FINAL!!


I'm feeling burden already,,You may guess anything but yeah,I'm quite lazy for this sem,rather than study always,I keep playing games,watching movies,not to forget,my fb and tweet,,

Nevertheless,feeling no mood for this sem when I need to stay outside, rent a house and be together with people that I don't really know,,They are all in various kinds of person in here especially the Dip's,,Not to mean that I hate them but can you consider when our foods and beverages are left empty or none that things are left without our consideration/asking us for first,,

What to do??Well,what I be is just keep saying,
"You just need to be here for 1 sem only,4 months and half,,Be patient.."

Sometimes they were like good; not talking when they aren't,but when they speak,they go like crazy,, 미친 봐!!~~

It's not only me that goes crazy because of them,my room-mates as well,,We're like,
"Hello,we're 20's and more already,can't they sometimes gets off with their tones and stories every day????"

Good house-mates!!
What do I expect? They are all in IS and need to consider the coding,programming as well as the introductions of many things,,hello! Can they react like they're not the only 1 that have a hard courses instead of shut the mouth??

Agh! Think I'm going mad already,reach the really HOTSPOT and my blood pressure is at 200++ of CC already!,,
Ya ALLAH! Let me keep up the patience inside me and bring out the joy of my life once again with no more anger to strike upon me,,Really hate when these kind of things comes at not the right time~~