October's Tragedy T___T

Ahnyeong

Today was a little bit sad when I was came back from my cousins' house,,Yesterday,me,my sis and mama went to hospital (sorry,a secret is still a secret) to see my uncle's condition,,He seems lost quite a weight because he didn't eat for about 3-4 days already,,He got diabetes ad high-blood but he the condition is rather upside down when he's finally got hold to Govern hospital because of low-blood pressure and heart disease detected,,

He's in hospital in late evening on Wednesday and last 2 days ago,he's in critical when he seems lost control but he backed up yesterday though he can't talk much,,I sincerely feel bad for him to suffer those kinds of synthetic instruments and yet,he's still breathing,,At 4.45 a.m. today,got news from my cousin,he's gone already,,

INALILLAHH WAINNALILLAHHIRAJIUN,,

I've kept thinking about the 2 times in a row which my family have lost them,,

14 October 2008

Nik Zainab binti Nik Hussein - my granny

- She was in high-blood pressure,diabetes,got stroke and comma,but then survive for about 2 months,,She lost her legs though,,T___T

20 October 2009

Haji Ibrahim bin Ab.Rahman - My papa

- He's playing badminton,suddenly got a heart-attack and in all too sudden,without us knowing how he was at that time,,The more saddens us is,he's gone a month,precisely 30 days after Hari Raya Aidilfitri and his last birthday at 1st day of Raya,,T____T

30 October 2010

Wan Ali bin Wan Mustaffa

- He got a sudden low-blood pressure,in critical condition because of diabetes and also heart-attack in the end

T___T

These 3 are the tragedies that happens along 3 years ahead us,,Too tragic to know,to bad to see and moreover,to hard to believe,,But that is nature's of life and human beings,,As He has prove that Qada' and Qadar is in His hands of Almighty,,

It was terrible especially to my mama,,She is so amazing through my eyes and siblings,,She lost her own mother 2 years ago,husband last year and this year,her big bro,,She never show us (siblings) her own tears in front of us,,She's so strong that I've even felt even wind and thunder blows up to her,she's still there for us,,

Ma,I salute you very much ma!You are the only 1 ever know and justice amongst all,,You're so kind that I can't even see the black hole inside you,,

Whatever you may feel,I will always be there for you ma!,,

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!~~