|| FINAL EXAM n LOST HOPE..... ||

Sorry for keeping up the silence,,I'm actually lost hope and no wonder that all spirits I have just gone away too sooner than expected,,My Pa (Dad) just left us,family,,Sudden death of him makes me more scared than losing of anyone of us(family) especially my Ma (mum),,

Final starts tomorrow yet the spirits inside me just left away,,No wonder all things I done have nothing left out right now,,I just have made a poem,,The feelings just right come from the bottom of my heart,,

"GOLDEN WINGS AND GOLDEN-SPIRITS",Thanks for Everything...

Dear God,give me more spirits to keep me move on starts from now,,
I wanna change,I wanna be someone else that can be rely to,,
And I wanna be just like my Papa,,
He's so handsome with things that he did when he's alive before,,
Till today,I felt the little of him around me,,
No,not only me,,
But all people that he had surround of before,,
He's everything to our family,,
But You have take him,,
You have take the 'golden wings' of ours,,
Yet,we're survived till the long regards you sent to us,,
Thanks for everything,,
Thanks to You,ALLAH,,
You take the 'GOLDEN WINGS' of ours,,
You'd gave us the 'GOLDEN-SPIRITS of A LITTLE',,
SUBHANALLAH,,
QADA' & QADAR just make me believe,,
Yeah,,
Believe more in You,ALLAH,,
Believes more in ISLAM,,
Fly away my Papa,,
Fly to the rest place of yours,,
Thanks for everything,,
Thanks for giving us so many things,Pa,,
LOVE YOU,,