# Again,my mama... #

May 26th,2009
~ She went out to living room,she cannot stand just stay inside the room without doing nothing,,I was like crying inside when she trying hard by herself through her way on living room,,Due to her feet weakness and she,herself can't stand after that incident,she's not walking but moving slowly on the ground like a person whom can't walk no more,,

She's just like my passed away granny,walking like that and...It reminds me so much,,I juz can swept my tears away,,Actually I'm so touched by her whom had gave me birth,raise me up and such things they had done to me,,Ma,if u do read this,I'M SORRY MA! For everything that i make u dropped ur tears with or without me knowing it,,I am such a stubborn and moreover,EVIL!! Yet,I still love you ma,u r d only 'MAMA' I have and the only 'MAMA' I love and no one can replace ur place,,

Far away from u,i cried loudly and pray always for ur health,,I can't even imagine not having u in my life,,Pray that God will place u in heaven with papa beside u coz u know what mama,that is the only place that fits u as the best person ever as well as a great mother to me and my siblings,,U know ma,,IF THERE IS NO YOU,NO MORE PERSON WHOM I WILL CALL AND LOVE MAMA.....

LOVE U ALWAYS MA,U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART,,