SOLAT vs SOCIAL

Assalamualaikum~

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Salam 1 Malaysia!!

It's been a while since I last wrote on my blog~

Many many thanks to those who have been read my blog though I'm not updating it quite a while

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I just woke up from my big nap (exhausted from yesterday...) and when it comes to this title,I realized that I haven't post anything about it yet,I may wrote about it but I didn't manage to post on the big post like others,,

It sounds weird,but I think I wanna wrote it because of 'someone' that reminds me a lot~

I got a 'friend' but not so close to me,hehehe^^,,

She's practically normal like others but frankly speaking,she's normal on the outside only,,

she got a lot of social relationships which means she is connected to more than other people ever known especially boys,,Well,i don't get distracted by it since boys like girls so do girls~

But what distracts me more is,when it time the SUBUH,that FAJAR dawn pray,she's more to have conversation with someone on the phone rather than make it a quick move to pray.And what really makes me 'think' of WHAT??! is when Maghrib comes in,she prays and recite al-Quran and sometimes it takes a while to make her finish it,,

It may be an easy task for us to think about it,but when the time comes,did we do it on time and such an 'easy' like we said,do we take it as an EASY as well??

Let me make a clear statement first,I'm not a very good prayer yet not a very perfect in everything that people have,but I'm trying hard just like others who wants the very best though we're not THAT perfect in praying,,And as a Muslimah,I'll do my very best to work on it and by not thinking that pray is an EASY TASK,I always think that my pray is yet to be 'repair' somewhere,,

So what I can conclude in here is,don't make excuses when the pray time is coming in,,Don't make it as an EASY task; when we have SOCIAL LIFE at the same time we abandon to seek and reach help from HIM, ALLAH S.W.T.

P/s: We may be not that perfect,unless we're trying to be that closer to HIM,we are PERFECT in praying in our own way

Father's Day. . .

Today,the 3rd Sunday in June,

June 19,2011

This is my 2nd time I couldn't pass this wish to my dad,directly,,
He's forever in peace now,it's about a year and 8 months he had gone,
about 20 months he was not around neither me nor my family,,


Pretty sad huh??
Can't say these words as well as,
"Dad,this is the day I really wanna tell you how much I love you dad!"
or
"Dad, this is a gift from me,,A really special to a very special person,that's you dad!"


In fact, I still can feel him around,each time I feel like I wanna remember him
or 
when I get upset or something,
or even
when I just feel like I am lonely without him
He is my best DAD and my very special person,,

He is my ONE IN A MILLION DAD! I ever had and I ever treasured,,

I'm still remember his last words he said to me before he's gone,,

"Erah,Papa know you can be the best,,You can be the very best you can. If ever you had your dream before or present,put your heart on it,let it be yours,Papa will always trust you,believe you coz you are my daughter..Papa will always treasure you as my girl,my daughter and always see what you were doing..Just be yourself,confident and trust!"

I never said or tell nobody about this before,,But I put in here,tell in my blog so that I can read it once I dun remember it

Words I could not forget 

TREASURE and BELIEVE

Those kind of words that I want to do so,,

Those are the words that I want to say to my Papa

But, time was not enough,and I'm not blaming for the fate and God for taking him when I was only 20,,

I blame myself coz I didn't get to TREASURE and BELIEVE him like the way he did to me,,

T____T

I found a quote that similar to my story life,,

I found it hard when I said it by myself,,

Tears just keep falling and my brain keeps remind him

P/S: To all people out there,wish your dad Father's Day now,,Tell him how much you love him and what makes you feel stronger when he was around,,It is NOTHING when your dad was not there, there will be no person to TREASURE you more than you do after this,,

Epilogue 127. . . . Continue from earlier post

This is what I feel now

What I AM DOING??

What happens?

Nothing,a none or vulnerable phrases can place to say it~ ~ 

This is ***la TRUE!

I am not in the mood

especially now to keep my studying and. . . 

Keep going on and on,,

When there is a stop??

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Earlier than expected

Ah,I bet everyone else have these kind of feelings,,

When you are having exam or test for something else,and you also found out results on the other hand,it really come to your nerves right??

It goes same with me,

Next 2 days will be my 2nd test of my shourtcourse and next day is exam result is out!

How can I take a peek when in this upcoming Monday will be my shortcourse exam??

What should I do when I am now bored with what I learn??

It's like,I took a long time for my memory chips to progress with what I've had learned for past weeks already,,

I am stunned with myself,having like this way,like it is not on my own,,

Guess I know what the reason is,but it might just a wrong constraints to guess,,

Well,I am not that 'well' right now,,

P/S: Refer the upper post ...!

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